HAHA SAMMIE SEE!
I MADE THE BOUNCING PYRAMID
=D=D=D=D=D

<3 ZOE. 11:13 PM

the sensitive nose syndrome started again
it happens last night around 11.00
and until 1 am in the morning.
and thank God, it stops during the day
and starts again just

was debating with myself early in the morning
whether i should wear contacts
end up i wore it.
and it doesnt feel so comfortable anymore

was wearing sneakers in school
and people keep staring at my feet lor
and not onli mine.
the rest of the dance girls also
and the people still dunno lor
they keep asking
we can wear this to school de meh?
then we had to explain many many times lor
we might as well stick one big poster to our forehead.

leave the class after they commence the silent reading
went up to the performers lab
and while doing warm up
2e6 came to use the room
so we had nowhere to go
so we went to the cabrada lounge
and practice there
the first teacher i saw staring through the glass doors was mrs you
so anyway left the school at 8.50
we were treated as distinguish guest there =D
and instead of losing calories
we gain calories
they feed us with 2 huge pandan cakes and curry puffs
and coffee and tea and bottles of mineral water
the first session was led by me and crystal
and i dun like the head mike. it is sososo alienated
and mine was having problem
so i look very irritated on stage
and we went out of time lor
so anyway the second seesion was led by keyin and sharmine
which is better then ours
and the p3-4 are more enthu then the p 5-6
keyin teached them to say alright when we say okay
and of coz the p3-4 are CUTER then the p5-6
and then we went back to the meeting room
and eat again =.=
we left soon and go to the nearby coffeeshop and EAT AGAIN.
and then went back to school.
was suppose to rest in th PLab.
end up we slept


there the sleeping beauty ^^
around 30 mins of sleeping
ms chan came in
and we practice again
and then practice laming lah
because we are acting as the 1-2s
so we had to be shorter then the demostraters
end up we kneel and dance
reach xinmin at 1.30 again
and then EAT AGAIN till 2
this time they feed us with Polar Puffs
and then went up to watch their performance
till our turn and then we perform
got a certificate of appreciation for that
from their principal
and went back and EAT again.
and ms chan 'confiscated' our cert
and she wants to give us when we are back in school

yup so we left and went home
i reach around 4.
by 4.15 i was knocked out
and i just woke up

and it is seriously an exposure lah
except that the teacher hors
so so irritating.
and then children;s day leh
and they scold the children like they dun even noe its children's day
and they scolded the children worse then danapal
and i already witness 7 teachers scolding le
so bad lor.

<3 ZOE. 9:43 PM

typing using a funny style now
my both hands are too numb to type out anything
so this make take long

change a new shampoo.
to head and shoulders
actually is to use back that shampoo
although the shampoo have much effect on my hair now
it smells like the children's panadol
those pink colour one.

going to upload the photoshop later
sammie pass them to me today
apparently just got it from crystal
and so anyway i got lots of things to do before i go bonkers

silent reading, another irritating teacher found
think his name is mr sharif or something
and he is soso irritating
he walks up and down
and from three rows away.
points and call people to stand
and so disturb my silent reading
YOU NOE WHAT IS SILENT?!
means no talking not even the teachers
and apparently Yu Juan told me the goldfish is actually married
while Chyuan Ming said she's not
heh. she is still in her squeaky heels
and finally i am at the 100th page of my 600 pages book
which is so so hard to achieve

during maths. i was actually crapping with sammie
we wer on the chapter of probability and we had to do the
chances thing if i am not wrong
and we were asked to toss coins
sammie and i took out coins
one in 1988, two is 1990 and one in 2005
we were actually talking to coins
and sammie was like saying to the 1990 one
eh you should be sec four leh, why you here
are you a boy or a girl
and stuffs
when asked by mrs wee who got the heads after tossing
everybody laugh
because its was phrase as who got head.
of coz laugh like crazy
and i forgot for what reason
sammie wrote SOLD on my hand in red ink
she keep vandalising me >.<

recess was crappy too
crystal asked me after i bought my food
Anzoe how much
i thought she was referring to the food
and so i replied 2.10
then she say HUH ANZOE 2.10 ONLI ARH?!!
i was so diao
so i asked serene
she said serene is priceless
priceless = price-less
aka no price aka FREE

we finally got back our air con room for science
and so the two periods was freezing
but never the less we got to revise more
and do more sciencey stuffs

project presentations are starting
or already started.
and so ms teoh went through the rubrics and everything
and choose the group by lots
the group leader with the biggest no. is the first
and so on. so milly got 43
and she screamed
coz we had to go first.
which is fine with me
i think we did well. and ms teoh thought so too
by the time we finish.
lesson ends too.

revise on orthographic for dnt
which is pretty easy
and sammie asked whether i still got the eye
that was a title they gave me for being able to do ortho to iso
and i think i lose it

chinese is for LC test
i think i failed or i am very sure i failed
because i went to check answers with ms chan after dance
and so i got many many many wrongs

dance was fruitful
we learnt steps modify from ryans
and we practice very long
till 5+
and went to the staff room to get our special notice
to show that we got permission to wear our own shoes.
which is soso special
but still i am bringing a shoe bag tml
and drats. i have to miss chinese tml
good point is no need to see pms
bad point is i missed out the gong han and the si han format
which pms say will be very wronged if we ever got marks off for it

SO blisters are popping
everywhere and soo pain.
but still no lessons tml
yipee

<3 ZOE. 8:59 PM

i wonder as 2e3 goes on to sec 3
and we are separated into different class
how will we be like
will we still chat like old time friends
or just be simple hi-bye friends
i just tag on the 2e306 tagboard
i want to dance chori chori many many many many times
before we leave each other
can we even do that. get mrs you to dance too? HAHA
sometimes i and crystal will use my phone
play chori chori and we will dance in the PL.
and we will laugh as we hook each others arm and do a turn
how nice. is there an appeal for classes to stay like that now?
i wanna appeal. its just less then a month. ytd is the 26 of sept 2006

and chin hwee asked me how to write my chinese name
what for? tsk ppl are just doing something sneaky

and i just change a new blogskin
haha bounceicles one and the picture of 6 little bounceicles can play de
just drag and watch them bounce with their expressions.
and see their small little round hands chasing after them
WARNING! it is highly addictive
and sososososososos fun

i shall hate silent reading
with that GOLDFISH walking around
in her squeaky heels.
and her big nosy nose poking into my class
with her big scary eyes
when she scolded david right infront of us
we got so shock and look at her
then she snap back and say
WHAT YOU NEVER SEE HIM BEFORE HUH.
i was like i never see you before more like it lah
and yup the whole class just calls her goldfish
but shen ching say she look more like a toad or frog
whatever. she would walk around and so i shall ignore her
but still i hate silent reading

and before we gather for assembly
they would play songs at 9.15
and recently. they started to play chinese love songs
those 80s kind and then blast the whole speaker
why?! and i thought titanic and those instrument kinds were bad enough
and these are WORSE. Mr Farid says he would try to work things out with the AVA

3 periods english doesnt seem that bad anymore
so i gave my undivided attention to Mrs You today
not that 100% though i talk around
haha but not talking in class seems so weird
and so i was talking and we were discussing the death of princess diana
cause by those papparazi.
Mrs you even showed us the picture of her bloody face after the accident
and the picture of a bloody guy on the road. unknown whether izzit Dodi or the Driver
and the driver was found to have 400% above the alcohol limit.
but the driver was unprepared
and i remember watching her funeral live on the tv in 1997
OMGosh. 9 years ago and i still remembered
it was very grand and i dunno.
i just remember that i loved her alot. i think.
anyway thats nine years ago.ages ago.
yup anyway we had to study the passage and do compre
and it was not easy thank God i have the dictionary

and recess. oh recess
tsk i despise people who cut queues
they themselves think they themselves are so hungry
and the queues' long
so they have all the rights to cut queue
and the councillor ( particular ONE)
still asked the cut queues one to help her buy fries
i guess she dunno HE cut queue.
and so I DESPISE HIM.
coz he did it although he knows it was wrong.
it is that serious to me.

Drama was never the less fun and crappy
we did a few round of rehearsing
and then by the second period we were all so sick
and sammie came over to my group
apparently couldnt stand hers
and crystal's not in school
so she came over
i was having a round of sit and rehearse for lazy ppl
so she came over
and i took a few minutes to finally stand up and rehearse
and after that particular one.
we sat down and reunion( the seven of us)
and rick join us. and he's not that detestable already
anyway he was talking to shen ching and hui min about the science test
and after that we began to play 5 dollars
not play. its violent riot in the PL
5 dollars is a simple game of using your hand
and press it violently against a person's lap
AKA. WHACKING
so we ran around whacking
and serene was the worst
evil shen ching whack her till her arms are swollen like pig trotters
as what she called
time passes fast when we play

chinese was so duh
i am losing my interest soon
and today we had the mock listening comprehension
and although we cam in late by 15 mins
we are still the earliest
and throughout LC.
i was so tired until i slept during the last speech
and totally missed out the whole thing
but at least i got one correct
and in total 7/10

Scienc test was up next
everybody was studying like crazy
its onli moment of tension
and Mr Farid used our room


AHEM attention
haha milly just send me a video
which bailin's family made i think
and its about the lame yum cha advertisement
the boy in the first scene is bailin
and the girl in the second scene is his sister
quite lame and funny
you can view it here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vHx7-LTBPlw&NR

and divert back
so we had to move to a classroom
guess it is because of the block revision
anyway it deprives me of my air con
and for one period
mr chan was talking, revising
i was trying very hard to concentrate
but still failed to do so
and the test is only a piece of paper
but hard anyway
and mr chan said it was easy as what 2e6 said
but germaine said it was hard
so mr chan lied tsk.

after school i immediately went home
and bathe darling
after her bath, she kind of fall sick
and hide herself in my cupboard.
she was fine after awhile
i tried to study
but fell asleep in the study
and mummy asked me to go to my bed
before i break my neck sleeping
with my head tilting upwards
so i woke up at 6.45
and watch bleach
and omgosh it was like so cute
and watch shows and etc.

tmls the long tiring chionging day
after schools' dance
and friday i need not attend lesson
WHOOOOOOS

<3 ZOE. 9:28 PM

tuesday. blues day
assembly was about the lead portal thing
and awards giving. was so duh boring
i was chatting, complaining and sleeping
crystal really fell asleep lor.
so anyway finally no form teacher interaction class
and for cme. we had to complete mrs you's reflection
and first she choose me
so i was giving a lame answer
we learnt the inportance of teamwork
DUH so standardise
so anyway recess and blah blah.
then maths, on a new chapter
sec 3 topic and then receive back the dumb test paper
as usual i fail. AHHH I NEED TIMOTHY FOR TUITION!!!!!
and i felt sad for a minute for myself
ahh anyway ckp didnt come
soo science test is muahaahahahhah
but that stupid cher gave us maths worksheet
end up nobody finish and half way thru we were all chatting and playing around
and he looked so pek chek
and english. got speech test
anyway finish by 30 mins
and i went to sleep till 1.30
and finish and pass up
then Milly, Jerome, Samson, Sok wan, Bai Lin and Jeffrey came to my house to do project
and they left by 4
i was online all the way
playing games and relaxing.
woos
i very de tired~ and i wann sleep

<3 ZOE. 7:52 PM

gd day lols... woke up at 7!
and i was..tsk i want to skip service
but i manage to pull myself up by7.05
and get ready to meet the rest
by 7.40 i was out of the house taking bus to merilyn's stop
and then meet esther and merilyn there
and waited for timothy who reach on the dot.
and so we make our way down to expo
and on the bus i guess we are the noisiest of all
crapping and laming and poking each other on the bus.
then reach expo before 9
and went to queue. got charlie terrace 01
while waiting for service to start we were photo-crazing

merilyn here haha with timothy peeking
haha lols.

looking away, thinking of somebody..

me with merilyn~

timothy!

ended up joining us in photo-crazing!

an(4)-chio(3)-ing meaning tou(1) xiao(4)
but esther says he looks like a terrorist.

me and esther!

roses! woos!

haha then timothy took a photo of me in return and hopefully he deleted it!
service was wonderful! and then after the re newing of the vows
pastor kong said we could have the flowers on the stage
everybody chiong lor
end up when wen kai got there
there was nothing left
and so we went away quite disappointed
end up one lady usher asked us whether we would like to have the band thing instead
haha we gladly took them
and then we found roses but not as fresh
but still contented with it =)
then we went out to find yi xiang
and he brought a friend!
and timothy came and hand two roses
one for me one for merilyn =D
thanks timothy lols and sisca for giving us the roses
and we chat awhile with n242
and then went to simei to eat
and then timothy started to dao le
dunno why lor. and he looks scary
and then we walked to Changi General Hospital to visit Yew Huat
apparently he injured his leg while having his last pe
thank God mine's over =D
and he had to stay in the hospital till his leg stop swelling
before he could have operation. =(
then we walked back to simei
took train to tampines
and 22 to serangoon to study while esther and timothy went to ang mo kio
and so i studied and eat there
and go home. and i am soo tired

<3 ZOE. 10:20 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ESTHER (230906)
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SERENE(240906)

and the stupid muscleache(s) are still there =.=

ANOTHER GAINED BY PLAYING BADMINTON T.T

i guess i forgot to blog a few days ago
that sammie spoke chinese which is super rare
we were in the eureka room for science
sitting in front of the teacher
listening to beyonce's deja vu on my phone
and suddenly the high pitch one came
and sammie quickly silent the phone scared teacher hear it
and she said wahhh beyonce bu yao hai wo arh
and i was lols
and 5 seconds later, i was shocked she spoke chinese
which is so so rarely heard
the last time i think was last year

was listening to chori chori on the bus on the way to cg
and i was almost tearing
i remember how 2e3 smiles with grins on their face when they perform
the dance 3 times. and each dance comes with different story, different conflicts
in the end we still performed and love each other even more =)
cg was about the emotional map thing
and we have to share with our partners
and it was awesome and after that we went for fellowship
and slowly make our way down to expo
service was wonderful
sun came back and it totally brings up the whole atmosphere of the service
and after service its fellowship again
till 9+ i left and went home

this is a short short post
compress from a long long day
just becoz i am too laazzy
so tata

<3 ZOE. 11:07 PM

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okay we(sammie and i) are going totally crazy over his birthday celebration
and we wun settle for something less then the best =)

<3 ZOE. 11:03 PM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO WEN KAI(210906)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEE KIONG(220906)
HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY TO ESTHER(230906)
i went to crys blog to post a comment
because she wrote in her quiz her real name is Anzoe
and her nickname is krys?
so i went to post a comment
an since i cant use the log in or whatever
so i use the no name de
and then they wrote there
please confirm you are a human and not a spammin robot
i was like hah wth?
then after i type in the code thingy
then they wrote error in response to spam robot
and they post my comments.
diaos
woke up with a heavy muscleache
and today still have pe
i went to sleep yesterday at 9 because i was super tired with bloodshot eyes
and then woke up and cant move
went to school and everything
and then the hornet is back but the seniors are move to their classroom
while we sit in the parade square and read and suffer with the dumb hornet and the heat
serene kenna caught by danapal because her pe is longer then her uniform
and i mean everybody in my class do that what
and she caught serene onli
anyway pe was fun although there was muscleache
then mr chua was upset because my class took very long.
so all kenna pumping position
and the stupid muscleache at the abs? aps? is killing me but still had to hold on
and we had to jog around the third floor two times
we had to go fast because those without pe attire are still in pumping position
and then second we literally sprint because kumar is left in pumping position
and then we play badminton and table tennis
thankfully samson got me one badminton raquet
and then i vs against thivya, fong ngai, wee kiong, samson, rick, jeya, shalini and jeremy
and i was running and jumping about
at the end of pe i am so so so so so stinky
and i went down to get a bottle of greeen tea and finsih within 2 mins
soo loong nvr play badminton liao since p6
like 2 yrs nvr touch badminton
then went for maths
learn more about set notation and more confuse
tsk anyway recess.
and sammie is officially stripped off of her pocky queen post
she is changing to the new tibits. the multiwheat de.
and then music, starting on the assessment already
samson kenna already ahaha
then i was figuring the starting line of you raised me up
and then i teached serene the chorus of you raised me up
and those with grades have to do a harder song
then chinese. tsk ouyang and jeffrey were trying to poach me to their group
to do chinese so that they can copy
i rather do alone. then after chinese. i gave all my coffee sweets to ouyang
then he said wahh nu-er so good arh. give me coffee sweets
=.= anyway went to find sammie
and then sat in the canteen and eat the multi wheat thing again
and i was counting the no of chips i was eating
in total 44. and sammie looked so amused
then went to student hub for seniors farewell
and ouyang was there gaying.
anyway he shoot ice at me and receive whacks from me ahahaha
then the student hub smell like hamster cage
and it stinks lah. anyway did the celebration and was communicating with samson through the glass walls
and he was like go out and talk.
so anyway we waited for wee kiong
sang him a birthday song
and then yao an went to help himself to the cake
and smash it in wee kiongs face
and the cake fight start
i was at one side watching the guys
and they started to aim the girls
so i walked away hoping to escape
end up yao an block me and i squat and scream very loud
and i tried to run but still i got smear with chocolate
then i went in and then i saw ouyang wear his pt kit walking. and we were cutting cake
and he tuck all the way in and the girls were laughing
so i ask him tuck out abit
he say cannot, must faithful to ncc.
hah anyway liddat the farewell end and i walk home with sammie
and cm was behind me
and yujuan was playing with him lols.
haha and he ran for his bus haha
so i was walking with sammie and talking lah
reach home, went to bath immediately
and tried to do maths questions
did 4 and fell asleep till 7
then woke up, eate and msn, blog and everything
anyway was happy with something i cannot tell
but still looking forward
and 13 oct too. wahahah although on 13 oct its pocket burning day
but still its worth it doing for someone you treasure alot =)

<3 ZOE. 9:33 PM

1. Are u photogenic?

~i dun think i am lor.am i?

2. What time do you go to bed ?

~school days with dance is 10.30,with dance is 9 or 10, holiday ranking from 11-5 am or 6am

3. What was the last thing you did before this ?

~sending my funeral song to sammie =D

4. Who's the one you always meet the most ? lately..?

~merilyn

5. Who's the person you'll call if you need help?

~ehh i dunno usually i dun call

6. What's on your mind right now?

~why is the weather so warm

7. What do you prefer?americanidol/malaysian

~none.

8. With whom do you wanna be with to have fun?

~friends

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?

~ many, banquet,john tucker must die,devil wears prada

10. When was the last time you went out?

~wednesday

11. What do you hate the most for now?

~the irritating running nose ever since i come in contact with the dust

12. What do you do everyday besides eat& drink?

~13. Colors that make you happy?

~limey green and black

14. Most fave thing?

~my darrling

15. Miss someone?

~yup

16. Plan to buy something?

~a calculator before mathematics exam

17. Are you satisfied with your life now?

~no

18.Do you like seafood?

~give me the crabs and you can have the rest

19.Breakfast or dinner?

~dinner. i haven been eating breakfast for 5 years le

20. like chocolates?

~YUPPS ESPECIALLY THE DARK DARK BITTER BITTER DE!!

21.Do you have a phone?

~yups

22. What's your favorite fast food?

~kfc

23. Cats or dogs?

~doggies (:

24. Salty or sweet?

~sweet

25. City or country?

~country.peaceful and quiet

26. Is kissing normal for your age?

~think so

27. Are you athletic?

~nope

28.favorite band for now?

~alliance to good charlotte

29. Do you have your own cell phone?

~said so earlier

30. What do you wear to bed?

~tees and shorts

31. Ever had a crush on a teacher in high

~bowen teacher all funny funny de

32. Coke or pepsi?

~anto fizzy drink

33. sugar or spice?

~and everything nice. sugar. aint no eat spice

33. Can you use chopsticks?

~not the perfect way though

35. Do you care about getting good grades?

~yea but not that much though. all i want to do is towards the designing way

36. Have you ever fallen asleep in class?

~oh yea plenty and gees.

37. Get a job or ask your parents formoney?

~currently its asking. when i'm 16. its time to be independent

38. Is your mom strict?

~nope

39. Do your parents give you enoughprivacy?

~yea

40. Do your parents trust you?

~yupps

41. Would you ever wanna lose your bestfriends?

~i wuld nvr want to lose sammie or cm or merilyn or even my friends

42. Does your best friend get on yournerves?

~rarely

43. Do you make friends quickly?

~no

44. Do you tell your mom everything?

~no

45. What do you & your parents fightabout most?

~nth leh

46. If u love someone & she/he rejectedu, what will u do to her/him?

~wish him happiness and be happy for him

47. Can u sing or rap?

~sing

48. If u have one wish , would u make urwife/husband for the wish?

~make? huh wtcrap?

49. Wut do u think bout this survey??

~a boredom's help

<3 ZOE. 8:22 PM

I AM SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSO DEAD TIRED.
and i will never forget together.
when ryan torture me till i scream
we were doing the split and had to bend forward
and he came and he pressed me down
and i scream, whine and make noise
and keep resisting him and hitting the parquet floor
and whiney whiney whiney.
then when its cryst turn
she tried to contain her screaming and keep quiet
i said you can whine you noe
and she keep laughing

today's a tired day for everyone i guess
and me, sammie, serene and vani was sitting in the canteen
yawning away and sloching away
then silent reading, a bee or hornet was hovering above us
and the upper level girls scream and ms goh had to walk to the back
and for all the commotion and whistling, we were punish to do 20 mins for silent reading
end up maths cut by 25 mins
on a sec3 topic today, set notation and i was quite blur lah
then recess and science
i had to rush geog, chinese and science in 1 hour.
quite rush and was listening to the music on my phone with sammie
and then geog. power lah
the 32 of us(including me) was punished to sit outside and finish up our homework
we sat two lines and chat. and jerome made the tick tock tick tock sound with his tongue
and ms teo says the whole class shall stay outside till the end of the lesson
we acted upset blaming jerome
end up when ms teo enters the class we laugh and started to thank jerome.
end up guess ms teo cannot afford the loss? and we entered back into the classroom
and did the mindmap
dnt was fun time with sammie and we crap tok and lame around
and end up she vandalise me
and it was totally fun
chinese was urgh. see that pms scolding everytime
and so sian. stayed back for dance after school
went to the world animal day fair
and except touching the dogs, me sam and crys practically did nth
then we chat and chat till 3 and we went up.
crys taught us the scottish dance to dance with the bb guys and funny funny stuffs
dance was awesome. it starts with onli the sec two and then the sec one came
we did the 2nd position, turn, chenile?and then left step right step and buttmon?
all the funny funny words
and it was intense training. ryan said we will probably start on syf during holidays =)
and next friday i have no school.
i still have to go to school but no lesson
the 6 of us are going to xinmin pri to teach them.
i cant wait for that day!

the mugging schedule totally went haywired.
friday= tml
sammie is too lazy to go and wants to practice her piano

mon= sam got dc duty, i forgot about bs =X
tue= nth wrong going on
thur= i have dance practice for xinmin's mass dance
fri= i dun think she will want =(

i guess that its

<3 ZOE. 7:56 PM

Mr Brown show series. 19th sept 2006
CYBER TERRORISM.

omgosh it's totally lame lar.
you should really listen to that.
last time the garvment spend 38 million bucks to combat cyber terrorism.
hacking of comps. (using a weapon)
1. all trash cans on the com will be remove like in the mrt
2. no cut and paste. coz terrorist can use sharp objects

so end up the com got blasted because the trash can is on the right
does that mean my comp should be blasted?

hmms. the day after the holiday.
haha danapal nvr come! hahahahahahaha.
anyway mrs you's killer combat three period english
tsk. totally bored. compre and more compre
and dramatisation will be changed from 2 oct to the 4 of oct
heh. and we were talking about crimes.
the recess. i was mugging with sam. fasting
and samson was fasting at 10 am
so he was eating chicken wings infront of me.
sooo evil. anyway i was busy mugging
and the fasle alarm somebody gave regarding the science test was so...
and thank God i dun even give a hoot about it or i will be studying like crazy
and then towards the end of recess.
samson came and then fiona was opposite him at the phone there.
so we went ' FIONA!!'
she never hear.
then i go one, two three and crystal shouted fiona!
and then hui min asked why i give the 1,2,3 and cryst shout
cryst went ya hor and she smack me.
then milly say come i help you and she went FIONA!!!!!
she turned back and samson was red. whoos!
anyway drama.
ppl totally lost interest except when ernest had to carry sok wan.
and the whole class went crazy
so mrs you was busy scolding and screaming
and yelling throughout. she finally gave up and said we could have the period to ourselves.
sam crys and i was talking about dance
sammie dun want to join syf
crys and i wanted badly but no confidence=(
so we were thinking about the different ppl who might be able to.
and then we went on to the songs we want ppl to play on our funeral
mine was beyonce's deja vu
crystal's was ??
sammie was ??
and we talked about playing the mickey mouse march which goes
M-I-C-K-E-Y-M-O-U-S-E hey! x2
and if your happy and you noe it.
the one period went so fast
and the chinese. we did the chinese paper mock de
then we check answer till i was sleepy
oh ya and we changed classroom and the classroom was totally stuffy
and that budget fan beside me was spoilt like gazillion years ago.
then science was freezing.
i was sitting directly at where the 16 degree air con is blowing
and i was totally freezing while listening to music on my phone and writing down science notes.
and after school. merilyn went for her oral
then i was waiting for her to go kovan to buy present.
and then by the time we reach we were so tired
we went around the mall 10 killion times.
and finally found something.
walked around and sit down and read archie comics at popular till 5.45 then we went to kfc.
and bought food and everything
wait till six and chiong arh. we attack the food very fast.
then i had to buy food for my sis.merilyn had to buy for her family
then we went separate ways.

btw sammie wants to go mugging spree with me! it starts this friday.
mon, tues, thur and fri till all exams end
and during the two holidays in the midst of exams
we are all going mugging at serangoon macs.
so we gonna conquer fastfood restaurant like we did last year
except last year was kfc
this year its mac
and we gonna chiong six hours straight
like we did before and my study hours is gonna shoot up like crazy
haha but its worth it
now i felt abit regretful choosing art as my optional subject =(

100 questions
*About you
001. Real Name - Anzoe
002. Nickname - zoe.
003. Single or taken -single.
004. Zodiac Sign - monkey.
005. Male or Female - female.
006. Elementary School - hougang
007. ipod -?
008. How many buddies on your list - which list?
009. friendster name - -zoe
010. Hair Color - black with rusty brown streaks.
012. Hair Long or Short - Long.
014. Eye Color - brown.
015. Are you health freak - nope.
016. Height - tsk. 151
017. Do you have a crush on someone - nope.
018. Do you like yourself - Yes!absolutely
019. Braces? - no use.
020.Think you're awesome? - eh.Nope.
021. Piercings - 1 per ear
022. Tattoo - nopee.

*Your 'Firsts'
024. Surgery - nope (where's 23).
025.First piercing - When I was p1
026. First best friend - ermy forgot all the way back when i was at playgroup
027. First Award - p3 some chinese word connecting prize
028. First Sport You Joined - hem i nvr join any but the first one i showed interest is soccer.
029. First pet - baby my ex shih tzu.
030. First vacation - indonesia at 3.
031. First Concert - sun's sun with love concert.
032. First love - emm my blankie

*Favorites
033. Favorite movie - no special perference.
034. Favorite tv show - MTV gimme 5
035. Color - limey green!
036. Music - currently its beyonce's deja vu
039. Drink - Water.
040. Body part not on the face - ..
041.Cartoon - spongebob squarepants but i love patrick more.
042. Favorite piece of clothing - emm the new one i just bought.
043. Brand Of Clothing - NSP
044. What do you sleep with - my blanket, pillows, bolster and my softies
045. Favorite School - i'll love my primary school.
046. Favorite Animal(s) - doggies.
047. Favorite Book - hemm memoirs of the geisha, my silentreading book for a year
048. Favorite Magazine - teenage

*Currently
049. i'm Eating - air.
050. I'm drinking - water.
052. I'm about to - be on a sneezing spree.
053. Listening to - the channel 8 nine o clock show.
055. Waiting For - time to sleep.
056.Watching - the screen.
057. Wearing - clothes duh

*Your Future0
58. Want Kids - Yes!
059. Want to Get Married - Of course.
060.Careers in Mind - interior designer.

*Which is better with the Opposite Gender
068. Lips or Eyes - Eyes.
069.Hugs or Kisses - Hugs.
070. Shorter or Taller - Taller.
072. Romantic or Spontaneous - Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - NSP.
074. Sensitive or Loud - Sensitive.
075. Hook-up or Relationship - Relationship.
076. Sweet or Caring - Caring.
077.Trouble Maker or Hesitant - Hesitant.

*Ever
078.Kissed a Stranger - Nooo
079. Drank bubbles - what bubbles?
080. Lost glasses/contacts - nah they are neglected
081. Ran Away From Home - Nope.
082. Broken a bone - Nah
083. Got an X-ray - no.
084. Broken Someone's Heart - no
086. Turned Someone Down - no.
087. Cried When Someone Died - not yet.
088. Cried at school - Yes.

*Do You Believe In
089. God - DUH.
090. Miracles - Yeah.
091.Love at first sight - No.
093. Aliens - Nope.
094. Magic - Nope.
095. Heaven - Yes.
096. Santa Claus - Nope.
097. Sex on the first date - NO.
098.Kissing on the First Date - Perhaps.
099. Angels - Yes.

*Answer Truthfully
100.Is There someone you Want To be with right now? -Yes.

<3 ZOE. 8:36 PM

AM I
*a shopaholic = yes.
*a brainiac = no.
*sensitive = hope so.
*easily hurt = depends...
*calm = okay
*choosy = yea i think. haha.
*active = erm maybe.
*very shy = not very.
*confident in yourself = sometimes
*brand-conscious = unfortunately yes.
*a good listener = yea.
*easily bored = yea quite. lol.
*Daring = depends on what it is.
*outgoing = i dunno
*open-minded = yea
*an only child = no
*happy at the moment = happy all the time
*wearing anything yellow now = nope.
*tired = yea
*playing any online games = audition and o2jam
*good at Chess = no.
*tempted by chocolates = YES!
*tempted by soft drinks = unless i'm thirsty..
*a couch potato = i want to be can i?
*dark/tan/fair = tan
*afraid of the dark = use to
*always freaked out = nopes

.::: D O Y O U :::
*play the guitar = nope not yet
*play the piano = simple one
*play any other musical instrument = use to play the trumpet and i still rmb how
*do u satisfied with ur life ? = no
*like school = hem no
*like dancing = of coz
*like sweets = of course!
*like chocolates = DUH.
*have a girlfriend/boyfriend = nah.
*repeat the song and listen to it one more time = many
*like traveling = yea
*own an Xbox = no.
*have a cellphone =yes.
*like Spongebob Squarepants = yes ut i like patrick more
*have a tattoo = no.
*ride a bike = no.
*read Harry Potter =yea.
*read a lot = nvr stop when i start.
*yell at your siblings = yea =X
*argue with your parents = try not to
*love McDonalds = kfc more.
*play basketball = nope.
*play badminton = sure.
*watch football = no.
*watch Disney channel = yay yea.
*like Oreo = bring it on i love them.
*drive = no.
*do the housework =yea
.::: W I L L Y O U :::
*get more than 5 piercings = no
*curse a friend = have bfore.
*hit someone that offended you = gladly do that... cm just receive two whacks from me for making fun of my height
*cheat to win = tsk no
*sacrifice for the one you really love = yea
*hug a stranger = err
*sneak out at night alone = no!
*join Fear Factor = no
*work for Donald Trump =heh see first
*marry someone you dislike for 5M bucks = TSK NO WAY.
*try summoning a ghost for fun? = huh? no way.
*try alcohol = i tried 5 year ago.
*cut your hair = did that before.

<3 ZOE. 10:02 PM

[ ] you have gotten F9 grades for math many times
[x] you always do last min hmks in class
[x] you use ur handphone to text ur friends in class
[ ] you phone got confiscated before
[x] you listen to ur mp3, cd player in class
[x] you sleep in class
[ ]you curse teachers
[x] you are always late for extra classes
[x] you doodle on tables
[ ] you make out in class
[x] you are rebbellious with some teachers
[ ] you always hand up work late
[x] you make fun of the nerds and geeks.
[x] you have broken school rules
[ ] you always dun have the correctbooks
[x] you dun take notes
[x] reccess is your favourite part ofschool
[x] you hang out after school
[ ] you lie to ur teachers about hmks
[ ] you tell ur parents that u dont havehmks when u actually do
[ ] u have made someone cry in school
[x] you copied hmks before
[ ]you threw away hmks before and lie that u didnt recieve it first of all
[x] you laugh at the way some teachers walk
[ ]you have been late couple of times

14 x 4

I AM 56% bad in school

<3 ZOE. 9:55 PM

1. How tall are you barefoot?
- 151

2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
- nope

3. Do you own a gun?- no duh

4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
- short term

5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
-no letters

6. What do you think of hotdogs? worms?
- hotdogs= food, worm= eww

7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
- all i want for christmas?

8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
- hot milo

9. Do you do push-ups?
- part and partial of a dancer's life

10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
- meaning?

11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- nahh

12. Do you like the rain?
- YES!!!

13.Do you own a knife?
- no?

14. What do you smell like?
- me

15. Do you have a cellphone?- duh.

16. who's your crush?
-who?

17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
- why is rip roll one metre long
-why most of the dumb quiz are relationship- based
- duh tml got drama. sian sian sian sian sian

18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?
-whipped potato
- drinks
- bread

19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
- water
- strawberry milk
- milo
- sweet drinks
- fizzies

20. What time did you wake up today?
- 9am thanks to chyuan ming =D

21. Can you spell?
- hud i cant do it backwards too

22. Current worry?
- none

23. Current hate?
- nothing

24. Favorite place to be?
- emm home

25. Least favorite place to be?
- crowded places tsk.

26. Where would you like to go?
- shopping instead of mugging

27. Do you own slippers?
- duh

28. Where do you think you'll be in 10 yrs?
- 14+10= 24, dunno working i supposed

29. Do you burn or tan?
- tan, how'you burn?!

30. Yellow or blue?
- blue at least i wun attract insects

31. Would you be a pirate?
- nah

32.Last time your cell rang?
- 9.08 am by mr chong chyuan ming otherwise smses at 8.56 by keyin

33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
- no?

34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
- darkness

35. What's in your pockets right now?
- nth

36. Last thing that made you laugh?
- darling

37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
- dun rmb

38. Worst injury you've ever had?
- injured back when i fell down the stairs during p6

39. you're in love with whom?
- God

40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
- 4

41. Who is your loudest friend?
- hemm dunno

42. Who is your most silent friend?- my imaginary friend =D

43. Does someone have a crush on you?
-how would i noe

44. Do you wish on stars?
- nope

45. What is your favorite book?
-my science-turned- mathematics textbook aka doodling, crappy, laming, vandalising book.( science tb)

46. What song did you last hear?
- dun lie by B.E.P

47. Why that sad sad look in your eyes?
- i have? i have?

48. What song do you want played at your funeral?
- currently its deja' vu by beyonce'

49. What were you doing 12AM last night??
- sleeping

50. What's the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
- monday: sian mrs wee 3 period lesson
- tuesday: 6 periods mrs you lesson and that hang me by the neck tie
-wednesday:tsk another 6 periods of mrs you
-thursday: early recess. ends with ms pms
-friday: praise the Lord, i shall pia home at 12.30 to sleep
-saturday: yay service and cg
- sunday: service and mugging

<3 ZOE. 9:30 PM

So anyway i decided to pay a visit to the dusty dancers blog
and i read the taggys. Bowenians love us (:
and i heard there's a fan club too.
yep yep so anyway how to restore the com screen to the small one
my sis played a game on my com and now the screen is big.
so big until scrolling is a must.
and today its a holiday(:
which i plan to wake up late and go mugging alone.
then chyuan ming called me up at 9
and say he might be meeting me to mug together and he need to go and buy a bottle.
so i said okay and call me to tell me the details when he finish thinking
so i went back to sleep for 5 mins
and then i woke up. then read magazine and msg cm around 10.05
and he said to meet at compass at 10.30 so i rushed out
then end up he late and make me wait for 45 mins.
then we went to mug at kfc. till 12+
then we went to walk around and went to kovan to find sportlink
1.45 we went home and i was suppose to mug
but there's a comp infront and a tv beside
end up i suppose i'll just play.
i reminded cm there will be two holiday in the midst of exams
and i was thinking whether science and maths will be over?
sadly science and maths are on the last two days of examinations
so sadly no playing ):

examinations will start on 2nd oct- dramatisation
5 oct-mother tongue
6 oct-lifelit aka english
9-10 oct-holiday
11 oct-geog
12 oct-maths
13 oct- science

science ends at 9.30 meaning we can leave school at 9.30 =D
totally wonderful
and 13 oct is chyuan ming's bdae
and he reminded me its 13th the friday
but it won be bad de lor.

so anyway the end of holiday is nearing
at least i still had holiday XD
and my sis was late for school because she went back to sleep.
tsk. o btw those who had windows messenger live
go to the games and try mimic.
then type whatever you want to your friend.
and it will turn out in the term.
so fun la. i was trying it with sammie
and sadly chyuan ming cannot play.

and tatami. I WANNA GET COOK IN CURRY~

<3 ZOE. 7:05 PM

dedicated to chyuan ming my beloved brother:

=DD you are finally tagging and yay your birthday;s coming
HAAGEN DAZ(S) IS FLYING TOWARDS ME TOO =D=DD


<3 ZOE. 10:40 PM

NOOS. problems~
Teacher Bro Chuan Kiat is getting married on 7th oct
and its a saturday~ noooo~ meaning cgs and svcs
actually service is not affected that much
just the cg. cg's at 11- 1?
then we had to be sitted in chc jurong building by 1.45?
it's half a singapore distance.
maybe i will discuss it with esther.
coz she might be getting the invitation card too.

and there will be no more forbidden city
*the world falls down* i was so disappointed.
so so so disappointed. sososo disappointed.
and i was sulking very long.
haiz. no forbidden city~ no forbidden city
coz according to merilyn there is no seats for tml.
and they change it to wednesday
which is a schooling day
which i dun want. coz thur have school and dance.
so sad. guess its not meant to be.

so yup maths test this morning.
was very very nervous.
coz i dun want to retest.
guess it will turn out well hopefully.
then recess. dnt and some guys cut out the wire of 2e1's guy workpiece
end up mr ash so angry and say he dun wan to punish the person
instead he will curse the person? wth?
so anyway. english. did compre and tried to sleep.
and geog. i rush up to borrow textbook from chyuan ming
and jazzmen lend me his file =D=D
and serene also ran up with me to borrow textbook from benz.
then geog. was falling asleep looking at pictures of incinerators.
and finally can go home.
rested and my sis brought her friends home
and then i was preparing to go out.
then i was in my room and they were in the living room
and i heard her friend shout.
eh damn dog. you stay still.
i got so fed up. thats my darling she's calling damn.
then i went over to the office.
and i said to my mum.
how dare they call my darling a damn dog.
she say ya lor. so i went out and scold them
end up they say i fierce. of coz.
thats my doggy.
so anyway went out to dhouby ghaut to study at long john
then eugene came to join us
then till 5+ we walked over to smu for bs.
andy joined us for make up lesson. linn didnt come.
then we had two lessons. and maybe that's why i had headache
merilyn was also feeling sick during lesson 6
on the way home.
merilyn was suppose to call her dad
end up she called eugene and call him dad.
she was so so so funny lor.
thank God for tml being a holiday i guess i need it.
and next friday. bowen dancers are going to xin min primary to teach them dance.
imagine how cute the kids will be =D
and the whole school dancing hip hop with us =D

<3 ZOE. 10:20 PM

5 years ago I was....

1. 9 years old

2. Primary 3

3. In Hougang Primary School

4. newly transfered student

5. short

5 snacks which i enjoy....

1. Chocolate!! <3

2. ice cream

3. chewing gums

4.French fries

5. sweets

5 things i would do if i had a million dollars....

1. tithe

2. shoppings

3. donate to world vision

4. SPCA

5. save up

5 places i would runaway to....

1. hemm. void deck

2. nowhere

3. nowhere

4. nowhere

5. how i noe! i nvr run away

5 bad habits....

1. paranoid.

2. sitting in front of the comp for 10 million minutes.

3. slacking

4. copying =XX

5. grumbling too much

5 biggest joys....

1. GOD! <33

2. my FAMILY! <3

3. friends

4. rest

5. technology

5 famous people i'd date...

1. none

2. none.

3.none

4. none

5. none

5 people to do this quiz....

1. no one,

2. it's too lame

3. shall stop here

4. do if you want to

5.tata

<3 ZOE. 9:25 PM

so anyway i am eating instant dinner now :/
and ya just came back from esther's house
wokeup early in the morning this morning for service
it turns out onli me, merilyn, esther,yi xiang and yew huat came
then service was great. on how to affair proof your marriage
and then pastor show us many illustration
and one of it which mentions
ex gf/bf :
expired
executed
exterminated

and so on.
so anyway met nixi after svc
then we went to hougang whereas she's off to orchard road to buy mooncake
so we ate at hougang mall
and shop for stuffs we need to make mooncake
so yup then we went to sheng siong at esther's house there
and bought stuffs
begin to make mooncake at 5
then japheth join us at 6+ for awhile
leave at 7+

so anyway have to do a quiz from crystal.
zzzzzz.and tml's school and after school at 6.30 its bs!
and i haven complete the five experience =(
help help! and who wants to go study on tue
and oh well so tired. sayonara~

<3 ZOE. 8:51 PM

okay so whats with almost everyone moving on to wordpress.
lols. maybe i 'll use it after blogger breaks down or something.

so anyway 3 minute sleep is still sleep.
esther woke me up at 8.57
i shall choose not to reply the next time.
erm anyway woke up to prepare.
and then met esther at the busstop and take 109 with her
merilyn, yinghui and celest.
reach sis xiuzhen's house at 10.30
30 mins early
then ppl came for make up cg and everything
cg is recapping last week's sermon
and practical is on the communication skills.
merilyn started to feel unwell after svc
aiyo so many ppl sick.
anyway we went for fellowship
and then to expo.
queue up early. and went in
so at the waiting area, ppl was like squeezing me to get in
the front one squeeze back, the back one squeeze front
i end up squash.
thanks to edric haha. i am still able to hold on the shireen =)
so anyway sat at the terrace again.
with n242 behind us =D
svc was great.
and when pastor was talking about the love letter
i felt in my spirit that i should write for my friends and encourage them
and sis jo is back form thailand.
and she bought us food stuffs and accessories for the girls =D
so was happy haha another blessing
then went to fellowship at the foodcourt
i practically went crazy
we were inventing different laughters like:
hehehehehehehehehehe
herherherherherherher
whowhowhowhowhowho
and then we just go crazy and laugh our heads off.
then the comedy tong hua song with actions.
and everything just go crazzy
so anyway went to the toilet with esther and she drag me
end up i slip, almost fell and screamed.
lols.
anyway met andy to go home
he so reluctant to tak 72 home lah
but end up he did. =)
so tml we shall service, and make mooncake at esther house
and then mon, school and bs
tue is holiday~ FORBIDDEN CITY!

and singapore should have more elections
so students will have more holidays~

<3 ZOE. 11:59 PM

so the last week of the school.
so before i forgot.
CRYSTAL HENG IS ADMIRING A BUG!
so hah. i won forget.
so schools duh
then sec2s receive the streaming option form
and vani was like telling serene during pe. eh choose option e2 leh
then i was like telling her its serene's choice. lol
during silent reading danapal came up to jeffrey
and ask hime why his hair so bushy and looks like it's dyed
but of coz jeff's hair is natural.
and she ask samson to pull up his pants
say what ppl can complain him for indecent exposure.
so pe.
mr tan or whoever he is bring us to the park for morning jog
i escape with the excuse of my muscleache
and serene is sick. so we chat while waiting for them
then they went basketball court
play and stuff. mr chua came back during the last period.
then maths. recess. music
mrs nair was absent. and so we practically slack.
and chinese was going thru oral again.
so nothing concerns me,
after school walk home in the rain.
and resulted in flu now.
tsk. went shopping with my mum.
and we were passing past starbucks and i intro her java chip
and she said oh so thats where your money go and my sis was there
tian(1) you(2) jia(1) chu(4).
anyway bought a top, pens, calculator shall buy in school.
and a book.
then walk around.
went to ang mo kio at night.
bought a bag =D
so thats all.
tata

<3 ZOE. 10:04 PM

the first thing i did when i reach home was to go bathe and shut myself in the room to pray
just feel a sense of explosion if i dont pray.
and had dinner with merilyn.
shared alot of things with her.
so anyway that comes later.
obvously danapal wasnt in a good mood today.
because the first thing i heard when i reach the parade square was to hear danapal hollering away. and so deafening.
so mr winston chua was sharing about a story of a boy in the morning bites.
and
COURAGE IS NOT THE ABSENCE OF FEAR.
COURAGE IS THE OVERCOMING OF FEAR.

it hit me very hard. somehow.
then during silent reading
danapal suspended serene from councilor board for two days
coz she wore earrings that goes through 2 holes and fold her sleeves.
so everybody was loking at her
and apparently, danapal lost the tie that she yank from serene's collar
so she gotta pay for it + the councilor badge.
so much for suspending a councilor.
so maths. multiplying and application of simple rules to polynomials.
current favourite topic.
and it will be thrash under my feet when it comes to division
which i am so ugh with.
recess at 9 am.
all ran missing.
and so went in late for ckp's lesson by 10 mins.
and i am so concentrating on lesson
sadly he is already at the last topic.
i gotta study on my own.
i became so so concentrated in my studies until
i piss shen ching off.
coz the deadline poster wasnt hand in yet.
she wanted to do during lesson(ckp)
then i say no i want to listen
she glare at me and say anzoe ni(3) bian(4) le.
good what, change for the better.
and she got so angry with me.
the geog. due to the dysfunction projector.
we had to move from f401 to f403.
and i got so pek chek.
coz the lessons are boring me out
and i started to feel irritated and study
and less than 30 mins.
we had to shift back to f401
because 2e5 had to use the room.
so i was super tired le.
and then shen ching turn around.
and ask anzoe when you want to finish the poster.
i say find glue can le.
then she say you go find glue la.
i say later settle. coz during lesson
she say. i noe your english gd but my english not gd. dun make me fail okay
i got irritated and say find one glue can make you fail english.
you hold the stupid poster two days also nvr do anything
then everything want me do.
do finish the poster you say change everything coz i do not nice.
you so smart you do la.
you dun want do dun complain.
you dun want do still complain fine lah.
we all fail together.
and she shut up.
then during dnt. ashbollah go throughs the marking tools.
i was sleeping and listening at the same time
haha good talent huh.
so when he say write.
i finish and went to sleep.
chinese was erm.
we saw owen pick his nose.
and he obviously knows that he whole class is staring at him.
and he's put his finger like 15 mins.
milly say its bcoz take in cannot take out
and we started laughing
and cher ask why we laughing when she going through the oral stuff
we couldnt tell her we can onli continue laughing.
then the bowen composition thingy book.
mdm chan wrote about the poem i wrote last year =D
and jerome's and milly and huimin's poem all in.
then after school had to stay back for oral.
during lunch, cm walked past me with his badminton friend
and he knock my head.
and i went ow. and his friend suddenly turn back and say
he say he like you. then i was thinking what about :)
oral was in g303.
i was the sixth one right after sammie.
dunno why crystal so special go ms chan class =(
so anyway i told myself not to use english accent
and not to speak singlish when having conversation
end up i went err err err and almost say hi to the cher instea of lao(3) shi(1) wu(3) an(1)
thank God but i went 'then hor' many many times.
and i try to give opinion and stuff
the topic is : teenagers are getting spoilt by their parent.
i think i went 'err' millions of time.
and then this e1 guy was trying to ask em what the topic is.
so after oral. mrs lee was poaching ppl to her library.
i went with shen ching and hui min to do the synopsis
because they dunno how to do.
then i write, they say very long.
i had to speech shorten for them
coz shen ching went ' eee your handwriting so ugly'
i slam sammie's silver marker (sorry)
and say not happy you write lah.
and i anyhow say for her.
she will be the one person i will nvr do project with again.
so during the time when we waiting for our turn in oral
samson came up to me and tell me his problems
then i felt led by the holy spirit to say whatever the holy spirit wants me to say
and i was wowed because i speak like i nvr speak before.
and sammie was beside me and hui yu was behind me.
sammie: zoe's word very chim leh
hui yu: ya lor i dun understand what she talking
sammie: she nto like that de leh
hui yu: ya lor
sammie : she can be the official school councilor
hui yu: and samson will visit her everyday.
ryan came to teach us today
and dancers did 120 jumping jacks
which is a killer. and 100 crunches.
and we did the pada bure with the turning with parse?
meaning to releve and turn on one leg.
then have to do jumps for syf.
the forbidden city thingy will be on mon.
rushing down after bs
have to wear formal lols.
so after dance we limped or drag ourselves to hougang point for dinner
and we were sharing the encounters of being led by the holy spirit.
and then we came to a topic on samson.
and cellgroups. and recently what the holy spirit want us to do.
then i talk about my friends. and everything
i felt that i have grown alot.
more mature than last time
and merilyn said so too =)
she said i was no longer leaning on her too much.
and was slowly be independent.
just as merilyn is a leaning tower on me, i hope to be a leaning tower for ppl.
so we were talking about opening doors in our class
and the Lord says.
you must reach out to more souls.
and then i told merilyn.
I felt the burden to reach out to souls now.
and then still lots of things
reach home around 7+
went to bath and pray
then did my homework for once =)
shall start revising already
SAMMIE! I MISS MUGGING 6 HOURS STRAIGHT AT KFC.
sadly hp kfc is close
and they took away my bubble tea stall too =(

<3 ZOE. 10:22 PM

hohoho thanks to chelsie, we manage to get tickets for forbidden city
which is so yay. thanks chelsie.
so anyway the tickets sell in school are all sold out
and i was hoping they open it up to the sec 2s
but by 2.20.less than 10 are available.

so school's fine.
they gave out lectriture story during silent reading
which i read before. from old truth new revelations.
so anyway silent reading is torment
and first lesson is mrs you.
did speech. but this time we are doing a court scene.
for the bausch and lomb reNu solution with moisture loc thingy
iit turns up that they put in 3 polymers instead of one for xtraa comfort
which the polymers will turn into film when left evaporated
and trap the fungi which cause scarring of cornea and blindness
so my group is the jury
which is so so regretful.
we had to write two speech instead of one.
in case they say guilty then we read the guilty speech.
then recess. and drama.
drama was fun. finally i got the right attitude for the 80 year old pms mrs dubose aka me.
they said i act like real.
then chinese. last minute inform us about tml's oral.
then science
ckp nvr come. which was ehhh... okay
i was planning to sleep
end up never =D
then after school went for math retest.finish within 15 mins and rush out
found merilyn and chyuan ming.
then we went to mac to study with wen kai, timothy and esther.
then cm slack lor. make me waste 10 bucks on mac.
but he is gonna treat me haagen daz on his bdae HAHA.
and we chat talk and crap and eat.
wen kai and timothy left first.
then chyuan ming left at 5+
then merilyn and esther and i went to s11
saw daryl there.
then went home. =DD

<3 ZOE. 10:01 PM

1. Full name:Sim Chu Jun Anzoe

2. Name backwards: Eozna Nuj uhC Mis

3. Meaning of the name: i dunno

4. Nickname: ant. (tsk) zoe. anzoey. anzoieee

5. Status: Single

6. D.O.B: 3rd Auggies

7. Place of birth: Singapore

8. Nationality: Singaporean

9. Current location: hougang

10. Star sign: Leo

11. Religion: Christian

12. Height: 151cm

13. Weight: tsk you cannot ask. tsk.

14. Shoe size: when bowling i wear 4, usually 5-6

15. Hair colour: black with brown streaks.

16. Eye colour: Dark brown

17. Who do you think u look like: Me.

18. Innie or outtie: heh...?

19. Lefty of righty: Righty

20. Gay,straight,bi or others: Straight DUH!

21. Best friends: sammie aka tatami, merilyn, cm

22. Best friends u trust most: auntie merilyn

23. Favourite pals: sammie and the rest, ccm

24. Best friend of opposite sex: chyuan ming?

25. Best buddies: gah?

26. Boyfriend of girlfriend: eh?

27. Crush: Nah

28. Parents: <3s>

29. Worst enemy: satan can?

30. Favourite online guy: chyuan ming

31. Favourite online gal: sammie

32. Craziest fren: eh..me?

33. Advice fren: merilyn

34. Loudest friend: eh no.

35. Person u cry with: merilyn

36. Any sisters: 12 year old

37. Any brother: nope. unless you consider chyuan ming.

38. Any pets: DARLING

39. Any disease: short term memory

40. Pager: No

41. Personal phone line: ?

42. Phone: handphone lar.

43. Lava lamp: nah its decorative but useless most of the time

44. Pool or hot tube: POOL

45. A car: i want mr bean's car XD

46. Your personality: hem..i dunno

47. Driving: I dream that i can but i cant

48. Room: blue purplish.

49. What's missing: hem nothing.

50. School: Bowen Sec.

51. Bed: Queen-sized. shared

52. Relationship wif parents: good!...

53. Believe in urself: sometime yes sometimes no.most of the time hopefully yes

54. Believe in love at first sight: currently not anymore

55. Good listener: i am.

56. Get along well wif parents: yea

57. Save email conversations: oh meaning email? nope

58. Pray: yes

59. Believe in reincarnation: nahhh

60. Make fun of ppl: Sometimes

61. Like to talk on the phone: no..

62. Want to get married: God wants me to?

63. Like to drive: in my dreams

64. Motion sickness: no..

65. Eat stem of broccoli: Yea

66. Eat KFC chicken wif fork: er no? they provide fork? sooo small?

67. Dream in colour: coloured.

68. Type wif ur fingers on home role: Yea

69. Sleep wif stuff animals: of coz

70. Next to you: walls

71. On the walls of your room: nth =)

72. On your mousepad: i dun have one

73. Dream car: Ferrari enzo hahahahahah

74. Dream date: eh no one?

75. Dream honeymoon spot: maldives on the clear blue water resort

76. Dream husband n wife: who?

77. Bedtime: 10-11 or later than that if holidays

78. Under your bed: floor

79. Single most important question: erm. huh?

80. Bad time of the day: When it's time to wake up and go to school

81. Your worst fear: creepy crawlies, insects and many legged creature

82. The weather is: warm

83. Time: 9.49pm

84. Date: 13o92oo6

85.Best trick did on someone: dunno

86. Theme song: what theme song?.

87.Hardest thing abt growing up: emotional, friendship, relationship, all the ship prob

88. Funniest experience: erm dun rmb

89. Scariest experience: eh ?

90. Silliest thing u have ever said: googoogaga

91. Most desperate and funniest thing u have ever done to an opposite sex: none?

92. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: ?

93. Worst feeling: downest moments

94. Best feeling in the world: happiness

THE UNFORTUNATE PPL WHO WILL HAVE TO DO THIS: whoever that see this =)

<3 ZOE. 9:34 PM

Yay mummy let me watch Forbidden City!
on account i mark my sis 's mock paper for her.
haha but pray hard that it is not going to watch with the school
or else i cant go >.<

So anyway. i'm sososososososo happy with my exam timetable.
coz in between papers. i've got a few days break =D
and the last day of papers aka 13 oct is mr chong chyuan ming's bday
and so gladly. we end our paper at 9.30
and free to go homey.

i shall look so ever ready to holidays.
and 5 days holiday after exams.
then return to school a few days and holidays!
flying to hong kong on the 27th of oct most likely
coming back on the monday
then holidays shall be slacking, dancing most hopefully.
and going out with friends.

so today. starts with mrs you's lesson.
i was erm abnormally paying attention to her.
and she keep talking about forbidden city
and the steamy scene.
lols. then slowly we debate on bowen's low class facilities
40 against 1
against mrs you.
and they came to the topic of toilet having air con?
and compare schools.
and mrs you is like the government.
lols. so maths. so sooo good.
i finally paid attention and realise polynomials is soo soo fun.
science was good. one of the few ppl listening to mr chan and doing the experiment.
using hydrochloric acid and lead nitrate with the zine stone.
we fool around. meaning me and sammie
and bai lin was helping to himself the splints taht the school give out stingily
and i took one home.
english was doing on speeches
after finishing mine speech
i went to sleep for 2 minutes
and jeffrey used my paper for his so call one.
so he read mine
and HE LIQUIDED MY NAME.
so mrs you said it was good.
and give 26/30 for content. =D
and credit to jeffrey
but the class was kind enough to credit it back to me =D

dance was erm. cool
tired. having backache and a sore blistered feet now
coz we were training fiercely
and doing pada bure and the turn while releveying and balancing on one leg.
think end up carol got fed up.
so its like that lor.

still gawking over the hollidays
and the poster i did.
shen ching want to redo.
so sad lor.
i put in all my effort and end up she wants to redo.
watever lah.
anyway. who cares.

tml's mugging day.
yay.

<3 ZOE. 9:08 PM

the last day of holiday,
so anyway get to see my friends tml
haha.less than a month left before exams
but at the same time.
1 month 17 days more to holidays
at the same time
O lvlers like Wen Kai, Edric and Timothy
GAMBATE!
so anyway i haven let mommy sign my result slips
tsk. thinks if she sees it, she would scream and roar and NAG.
tsk. have to buck up in maths and sci, english, blah to chinese
geog and dnt?
soo i shall face the music later
and shut my ears
tsk. tml have to hand in homework le.
how many have i done?
none except online test.
oh man i need a breakthrough
so anyway woke up super early for cg
had to miss service. =(
so anyway. was suppose to meet merilyn on bus 109
but then i miss the bus because i didnt know she was there
so took the next bus
met wenkai, dorigo and prisca on the bus.
then reach around 9.46
nixi and hardy,who came for make up cg
was already there.
then cg. and then went to eat at the foodcourt.
and went to expo for prayer meeting.
and then went to hougang mall with merilyn, andy, wenkai to study
celestine joined us. then onli merilyn, celest and wenkai study at first
me was watching him playing my phone.
then end up wenkai stop studying
and the manager of kfc chased us out.
just because one of the workers asked us whether we bought food
we said yes which is the truth
and he dun believe. wth and i spent 5.60 there.
literally. tsk so we went over to mac. hah
so we playand crap and talk at mac.
onli merilyn and celest was studying
end up celest join us. crapping till 8
then we gotta buy hair assessories for tml.
then went to bought a silver pen for a special cause
then went home.

tsk. in the newspaper.
some 16 year old girl stuff her newborn down the toilet
and end up the baby got stuck down the pipe
and suffocate to death.
a baby is a new life God given to us.
in fact we should love God's children more
because Jesus loves children.
maybe the girl have her problems but i dun think she should do that
it's heartless. and there, she got charged with murder.

i was watching this show. some phycological stuff
and then they came on this case where this girl went under the knife
for the sake of her boyfriend. onli to find out the image she had actually
is teh image of the mother of the boyfriend.
i was so speechless and stun. firstly is the mother looks.........
secondly she turned herself from a beauty to a .........
this shows the power of love.
~

<3 ZOE. 9:36 PM

always my favourite man ^^




hees =D mummy is back
tian xia tai ping le!
lols. coz the state of the house really...

so anyway haven been blogging since ytd?
due to the prayer meetings
had a haircut in the afternoon
then met merilyn at 6.15 to take bus to phillina's house
then nixi, darrion came.
so we ate first then we pray
then after praying,
nixi tell us about the faith posture when praying
it should be sitting straight or leaning forward
instead of slouching or fidgiting
then after. we took a cab down to huili's house for her birthday party
cut cake and eat. till we are quite full
left around 9.35
reach boon lay at 11.
then went to church.
opm was so wonderful
and surprisingly i am not tired at all
unlike the first time.
i got soooo tired until i dunno how to describe
then during breaks, we would go up for supper
then opm ended at 5
reach home around 6+
went straight to bed.
set alarm at 8, it didnt ring.
woke up around 1.30
stuff 3 bread.
and now i kinda find peanut butter ( creamy ) disgusting
was suppose to meet huili at 3.15 pasir ris mrt.
end up she want to meet me late
so i went pasir ris to find her present
spend 14.90. T.T
left 5 bucks.
then went to expo and meet nixi.
went in to find for seats
end up in the terrace
then service was great.
the love of God totally fall on me.
and i was refresh.
so after service.
plan to go food fair for seats
end up no seats
and TSK TSK. the food fair was so crowded
with litters and human of coz.
i almost slip on a rotton (ewwe) tooth pick.
somebody hit me and step on my toe
so we bought our food and quickly go out
and so we sat at the food court
couldnt find anything to my taste
and food court food is so sian.
so didnt eat.
then sit with n349 and fellowship
okay maybe not me. i was too quiet
with my mind drifting off somewhere
then daddy or rather anvis msg mummy's in spore already
so i ran to the mrt. thank God i manage to get in the train
then took skytrain to T1 to look for mummy,
met her, was so soosososososo happy
then waited for daddy
and went to T2 to wait for linda aka ah fu aka shifu
then we went home and unpack everything
on the way. i bought snapple
the cap wrote:

real fact #126
a pigeon's feather is heavier then its bone.

lols it took me 20 mins to discover it.
and then reach home.
unpack everything
guess the happiest is darling
she've got clothes, treats, combs, assesories, bottles, leash, a massager!,6 toys
she've got cheong sam for next new year
she've got six new toys till she's too busy for us.



so tml's not going for svc =(
had to go for cg.
10 am at sis xiuzhen's house
and then down for pm
=) long weekend.
tata

<3 ZOE. 1:16 AM

=D its a wonderful and tiring day =D
haha today's N349's cg outing.=D
as usual its sentosa.
but this time quite unprepared.
so there's no food but onli chips.
it starts with me waking up at 7.00
thanks to the alarm.
coz i was suppose to cook lunch for my sis
before going out.
i went back to sleep till 8.
so end up. i told my sis to get her own food.
=( bad sister
so anyway slack back till 8.30 before waking up
to bath, prepare and everything.
left house at 9.00
then merilyn msg to say she will be late
so push back the time till 10.
so i went to serangoon central.
buy sun tanning dark oil XD.
and 5 buns.
then went to the mrt to find timothy.
poor timothy reach the mrt station 9.30 on the dot.
so we talk, then merilyn came.
then waited for timothy's friend glen
and at the same time met wen kai and celest
so went went together.
phillina reach harbourfront at 9.30 -.-"
so we went then reach around 11.02
was late. end up darrion and phillina sat there waiting
then we went to the hawker centre.
went to eat and drink sugarcanes.
then left for sentosa!
went to palawan beach
and went back to the same spot near the bridge.
so the first thing we did was to went in to the water and chat =.=
then started playing monkey and some funny funny games.
the after that we went back to check our stuffs.
then me and celest went to sun tan
and then play again
sun tan and play, sun tan and play
then around 3-4+ everybody went to the shore
and the girls started snacking.
think due to the dehydration
my lips crack and bleed.
tsk. anyway we wash up and went back to harbourfront.
then darrion, me, merilyn and phillina went to raffles city to meet nixi
then we ate snacks at the food court while waiting for nixi.
i had hong kong dim sum. prawn dumplings and a bun.
tsk the prawn dumplings are 3.50 for 4
which is so ex but it is very nice.
then went down to basement to meet nixi.
ate at pizza place. order a supreme pizza for 29 bucks
then end up i had a piece.
think darrion had the most.
and the cold chocolate is nice lor.
althought its 3 bucks....


then we went up to coffee club to
suppose to eat mud pie
it turns out to be 7 bucks per piece
end up we had fruity fondue.
which they called it sinful but healthy.
and everybody started attacking the food like mad.
and after finiishing the food,.
we started to play with the leftover chocolate.=D
then played truth or dare.
went CRAZY.
and i think we are the loudest of all.


so after the whole thing, phillina's mum gave me and merilyn a ride home =D
so this is a fruitful day.
and for once ANZOE SIM CHU JUN BROUGHT BOUGHT DARK SUNTANNING LOTION!
so i aint gonna peel.
yes i aint gonna peel~
whee i aint gonna peel~
wooooo i aint gonna peel~
I AINT GONNA PEEL . pray so.

anyway whose going for the overnight prayer meetin tml.
and ya tml n349's having pm at phillina's house
and her mum's gonna cook dinner for us =D
then we will be down to huili's bdae party
and to the overnight pm
although it may seem unwise
because we reach home at 6+
sleep at 7
wake up at 9+
go cg. sound so unwise.
but still i'm gonna go! WHEEEEEEEEEEE~

<3 ZOE. 10:47 PM

Song playing at the moment?- no song.
One reason for living?- God.
Do you think you are okay?- yes.
Ever donated blood?- nah
Last message from?- nixi.
Last message sent?- nixi.
Last call from?- wen kai .
Last place went?- church.
Last food you consumed?- a fruit.
Last person whom you chat with in msn?- timothy.
Accessories you usually wear?- hairclip.
Movie you want to watch?- little man, so sad its nc16 tsk.
How many piercings?- 2.
Have you ever performed on stage before?- yea.
Ever wish you could turn back time?- yes. to the time when we can dance celebration again. Ever thought of robbing a bank?- no
One thing you totally regret doing?- dunno.
Do you consider yourself a good listener?- yes, maybe, i dunno, i am? , am i?
Would you rather be happy or wealthy?- happy (DUH).
Are you shy to ask someone out?- whose the someone?.
Do you like to talk on the phone?- NO.
Would you rather go on a walk or watch tv?- walk.
What's the worst words you know?- !@#$%^&^%$#@.
What's your worst fear?- God, add in creepy crawlies.
Have you ever felt you were in love?- in love with God

<3 ZOE. 12:20 AM

haha just skype with my mum.
thanks to the technology God created.
=) so was skyping with my mum.
oh gosh. she looks like she's crying
and it's so obvious she just wash her face.

hees anyway. regarding the world vision thingy
on Edric's blog, maybe i will discuss it with merilyn
and i found another way ant its the love loaf.
which i think will be easier than child sponsoring
so i blog on it on my class blog.
and the response was great
by now already 6 ppl want to do a part. =) =D
oh man, i love my class <3s

should be sleeping now.
but enjoying my life.
coz its holiday
and we're having fun tml
=)so nights everybody!

<3 ZOE. 11:53 PM

=) Thanks guys for your msg in my tagboard.
i'm fine now. had a reaally good time praying and worshipping God.
so anyway. i slept at 3.30 am
around 4.30, mummy came in and said bye to me.
then i slept all the way till 1 pm.
woke up and then because my sis asked for curry rice.
i said okay since its been a long time since i cook that
and i really love cooking.
so had a fun time cooking and everything.
the outcome:
















and the greedy dog:
















hah. use to having somebody peeking up the table while we're eating
and if she doesn do that, erm. thats not my greedy dog.
so watch tv and msn after that.
thats my whole day's itinary.

down with a sensitive nose >:/

so if ppl notice the ST home section front page.
regarding cats.
oh man ohh man oh.
poor cats.
dunno which !@#$%^&&^%$#@! pervert so pervertic
go and slit the throat of the cats.
although i am not a cat lover.
but still its animal!!!!!!!!
ANIMAL! not objects.
annyway a person had already been jailed for 8 weeks
for abusing cats.
8 WEEKS OONLY!
is not enough to compansate what the cat had suffered.
TSK.

so anyway, tml sentosa~
we shall have fun fun fun~
and then dinner at city hall =D

<3 ZOE. 8:36 PM

end of mourning for steve irwin. boohoo.
so mummy's flying off at 10 to bangkok.
which is good for her coz she should and she deserves to relax.
and it's so sudden. think she just book the tix yesterday.
woke up in the morning 10.30. then slack out.
my sis was already home by then.
and she was telling me that i did not wake up her .
i say it wasnt my fault, she had set alarm.
and then she admit she had slept back. seesh.
so woke up. watch shows on tv and msn on the comp.
then chat with timothy and view mvs on youtube.
did my heymath homework. and spoilt my calculator
because it fell and crash on the floor accidentally.
so T.T because i am so need to save up for a calculator.
then around 4 ++ went to bathe and everything.
left house at 5+. was listening to music and reading books.
then wen kai called me when i was at outram.
it turns out that he and celest boarded the same train with me.
it's just that i dunno. so went together.
thank God i've got books with me. =)
so met merilyn and eugene at jurong point.
so i'm stuck between two couples =.=
then they went to buy dinner.
end up bought black forest. which is expresso and cherry
quite nice. the taste of cherry very strong.
then took 179 to church. then saw another couple.
darrion and hui fang. anyway we went separate ways.
so ate at the riveria and then went down for PM.
then saw another couple, dorigo and prisca.
apparently. those who went to wild wild wet today look so red.
lols. pm was great. and then went home.
on the train, i was thinking about many many things.
then merilyn came and talk to me.
i didnt exactly poured out everything
but i cried real hard. till my eyes were swollen.
then went to serangoon and take 109.
then dorigo boarded the bus at the bus stop opposite bowen.
apparently after sending prisca home.
then reach home. tired to cover my face.
success and then went into my room.
took my pillows and stuff out.
and went to the office.
so today i am settling myself in the office.
because i felt i seriously need time and peace to face God.

**starting from here are stuffs that are kept in my heart for long. you dun have to read if you dun want to.**





how would a parent feel if their child didnt grow up the way they want to see him grow.
how would a leader feel if their members didnt grow up the way they want to see him/ her grow.
how would a friend feel if their close friend didnt grow up the way they want to see him grow.

it all sum up to a word : disappointed.

how would a girl who.
-had a father who works till late.
-had a mother who also works.
-started reading educational book at 3
-often finds herself sitting in her mum's office while
her mum is in meeting and stuffs while her collegue tries to pull funny faces.
-often find herself left to take care of her younger sister.
-left alone with her sister at home often.
-had little communication with her parents.
- felt lonely
- felt unloved

how would you react to her.
this girl is none other than yours truely.
i dun even know how to react to myself.

maybe thats why i had low self esteem.
in case you guys didnt noe.
i am an avoidant.
i fear relationships because of low self esteem.
i would consider tons and millions of things before
i do or say anything lest i hurt that person's feelings.

it suddenly hit me on monday that i had made an inner vow.
which is not to get attach till 18.
and seriously i need to repent from unforgiveness and stuffs.
haven really been' able to put some stuffs down.

so anyway. been thinking and stuff and its time to seek the Lord.
tata

<3 ZOE. 12:56 AM

mummy' confirming that she is is leaving for bangkok this wed=/
oh well. and the hongkong trip during november is confirm too.

<3 ZOE. 11:17 PM

the 333 post.

IN LOVING MEMORY OF STEVE IRWIN
4 SEPT 2006.
R.I.P

okay lar everybody heard about steve irwin's death
which was quite saddening.
coz the society lost a talented adventurer
but the best part is he died while doing what he likes.
which got something to do with the animals.
although i dunno him much. but i noe that he host the crocodile show
DUH DUH. and lots of documentary.
he died because the stingray's tail pierce thru his heart.

sammie was like :

† .:: S a m m i e™ ::. † says:
stingray nth better else to pierce
go pierce him
that stingray is hated by the whole world

which will be kinda true.
coz it killed steve.

so anyway ppl on msn are putting turtles as a sign of respect to him T.T
and i read the chinese papers then i noe stingray in chinese is mo(2) gui(3) yu(2)
which is like monster fish.

so anyway. today woke up at 7.33 am
tsk. and met merilyn around 11 at serangoon mrt.
went to dhouby. suppose to watch devil wear prada.
but watch akleelah and the bee instead
which is suppose to be shown at shaw house onli
which the teevee at mac say so. tsk.
walk around after getting the tixs at the price of 6 bucks.
went to yamaha to buy some special gifts.
so after that. went to shop carrefour for chocolates and sweets
end up touring the whole carrefour and playing around.
then i went to the wine section
apparently they dun import wine from black swan winery in perth australia.
tsk. which is like one of the best i have tasted.
so then went to the cinema at 1.05
and its like onli me and merilyn there until 1.12
then a lady came..
so akleelah and the bee is very nice movie.
very touching. and merilyn and i was crying.
the movie story. go find out yourself =)
after movie, walk around.
went to cathay to study.
and then went to smu at 5.30
had bs at 6.30 on the lesson of antinomianism.
then went home.
talk about alot of stuffs with merilyn.
and apparently tml need not go wild wild wet.
which was quite okay for me.
coz i want to stay at home.

am i very problematic?
i feel i am happier than i should be.
or was it just acting it?
i dunno.

<3 ZOE. 10:48 PM